happy :)

owhhh... it's been some time i had abandoned my blog...
anyhow, I'm happy today !!! yeah! :)
Time flies, everything change day by day.

J***

Thanks for the lesson :))

guess what ? u are a J*** to me now !!!

what do u want from me?

lies around us.

This maybe make me stay stronger than last time but sometimes i do feel tired about this.

i'm a lazy person that hate to think n make decision. I'm changed ! NOW, i want to be a powerful person, do fight bac if u try to advantage on me, voice out when i feel dissatify, wont trust ppls easily like last time.. some of friends make me realised that someone treat u very very nice doesnt mean he really love u. maybe he jst want hav fun with u at this moment. this make me feel horrible and shittt....pls do remember that everyone do something with their intention anddd PLS do not feel that everyone are good ppls when they give u a hand. I knw that this is bad if i keep thinkng this way n it would make me feel crazyyy but i jst wan protect myself and nt to get hurt so easily.

I keep silence doesnt mean i know nothing. actually, i knew that they had lied to me.

why?

I am nt gonna find out the reason because i think tis is waste my time n nt worth to do so ..

I would never never get the correct answer . BUT i will re-evaluate our friendship n stop treat u as nice as last time. :)) Sometimes its too late to say sorry or wat after u did something bad to me.

I hate hypocrete but i try to be nw. is it confusing? hahaha.. we have to be in our life :))

U are my heroine :)

hooray !i believe that tonight gonna be a good good night for me. finally, i handed up 3 assignment by this week.. I feel release now but i still have another 3 assignment waiting for me. b4 that, i need some entertainment !!!

oh ya,my friends had a fight seriously on thurs :(( nina, u are my heroine :)) she was very brave to scold that 'asshole' n punched him as well...hahaha.. *clap one's hand XD

Recently, am listening meredith andrews new album songs.. it was awesome :))*maybe this is only my idea .

there is nthg much to say about my life recently and am tired right nw..good night

Just a h/P. why?

YOU are too selfish! YOU are too greedy!

Seriously, I don understand WHY i need her permission to get a new phone.

Why I must let her to choose first?

Why parents partial to her?

Why always care about her feeling first?

Why make things so complicated ?

Why don Uu buy me a new one straight away?

Why need to ask her first?

How can she cal me to use her old phone?

Why parents scared about her?

STOP TELLING ME how do Uu feel if we are quarrel?

DON TELL ME how immature she is?

DON GIVE ME the disappointed face .

GO TO TELL HER N SHOW HER EVERYTHING!!! !!! !!!

mummy, u are the one who promised to buy me a new phone n now u are the person wan me to let her choose first. have u think about how i feel? U promised me n now u lie to me. She is the one who cross over the line NOT ME. I dy let her to choose which phone she wanted but whyyyyy she still asked me to take another old phone. TOTALLY unfair to me.. PLs don TREAT Me AS RUBBISH !!!! Don give me the things which is she don wan it! AND remember I'm Ur daughter TOOOOOoooo!!!!!!!!!

this called 'Real Life''

Been 4 months; staying in kl....with them complicated life is all i have.

The concept of ''happy-go-lucky'' couldn't exist in kl. Real life isn't as happy as people imagine.

Different kind of ''good ppls'' that I have met in this city.

Try to take advantage on you,

They bully @fool in whatever way they want,

Call u anytime when they need u,

Treat u as their servant,

Hypocrites around u,

Although he is married ,he feel reasonable to ask u be their love patner.

They're as cunning as a fox.

Hard to read their mind.

I don wish to fight back because i don want be hypocrite. Seriously,i miss the moments with family,kiddos and friends who treat you with their heartfelt feeling.

let it be the past.

time flies...
2 years ago, I was celebrating my first christmas with u.
year ago, we started our relationship on christmas day.
And this year ,i would like to say bye to u.

I'm tired and i really mind of it and i hate it.

taylor's uni college

finally, i started my uni life in kl. Everything is out of my expectation.:X Everything in kl is new to me. i feel lonely because i don hav any close friend here.I'm not familiar in kl.I'm new student in Taylor's but i was direct entry so nobody will treat me lik new student especially the lect. Our lect n tutorial notes are printed by ourself. wth!?!x!..when i was in tarc, the lect is spoon-feed us but no more in Taylor's...:( most of friends are speak in English. sigh!..feel shame when i speak with them in broken English :( why? i asked myself why i cant speak fluently in English? is it i don speak oftenly or..? the next day, i told myself is nthg to be shame or wat..because i can speak well in chinese wat..:) nvm , i can speak english all the time because i got an indian roommate. :) She is good n i like her.:)
okay, i would lik to cont other day because i feel tired right now.:S

the sooner the better

what makes me so busy?
they are :

kindy works
[i need complete all the w/b n do revision with them b4 i leave. ]
[the slide nt yet complete.]
[havent buy the costume.]
[kiddos need more practices for the dance n songs.]
[i havent do the flash cards yet ]

kl stuff.
[mark down what i need to buy ]
[like new bed sheets,hair dryer .....]

call the agent [mummy keeps nagging me ]
[i called the agency on wed but nobody pick up my call ]sigh!
[i forgot this matter again the following days ] gt kena again laa

cleaned my room. *done
cleaned my desk n bookcase.*done
wash my sport shoes, sandals.
wash bags.
renew my license.
[ the deadline is 11-9-09]

take a photo 4 the new license .

after i listed out all the things i need to do by tis 2 weeks..i c nthg can makes me so busy..lol
BUT..sometimes i need mood n motivate to do it..:S
somemore, i wan make time to hang out with my friends since they are come bac 4 their sem break.
anyway,the sooner i do it, the better!

a phone call

arghhhh! I knw it's over with and there's nothing I can do about it BUT i'm still angry laaaaaaaaaaaa..
i knw i were not to blame for anyone...
i knw tis is nt the first time i did this serious mistakes...
i knw tis is my fault...
i knw i shouldnt get angry at him...

In order not to let ppls disturb while i were sleeping , my phone always in silent +no vibrate mode. J call me while i was chatting with my friend . i answered the call n i din realised tat. omg ! he din hang up when he realised i'm nt speak to him. He listened what we were chit-chat about n taken 4 min ++... wth !!!!

i'm angry because u are really no manners!
i'm angry because u denied !
i'm angry because u talked rubbish to me when i was asking u tat !

'' tis is ur fault! nobody cal u put ur phone in slient +no vibrate mode! u shouldnt get angry at ur friend ! he did nthg wrong ! u should bear it n u cannot go scold ppl ! '' ,mummy said.

she said so jst because tis is nt the first time i did the mistake. no worries, i wont go scold him !

BUT
can i scold him in my blog ?

you make me sick!
you bastard!
you really turns me off!
you're really gt on my nerves!
what 's wrong with u ???
stop acting innocent in front of me !
i hate it !!!!!!!!!!!

actually, i seldom bring my phone with me after i did the first mistake n i still gt scolded by mummy .It's because i always din pick up her call.

however, happened tis again ...arghhhhh!!!!!!!

after tis matter, i wont let my h/p be with me unless i go out with friends .
i'm sorry if i late reply ur messages or i miss ur call !

the video clip 3

gurl- she has very regular features &7 years old .
me-soon ming chiat.


me : what are u doin? what u want from me?
gurl : she pointed at something ! buy this 4 me! i want i want!
me : huh? sorry, i don get u!

{actually, she is touched my breast}

gurl : I want this! why u and teacher leela got this but i don hav ?why ?
me :WHAT? [blurrrr..]
gurl :buy bra 4 me laa..i want to wear too !
me :lol :S
gurl : i don wan let ppl see my breast !

wth !! then i straight ran away because she always try to touch mine 1 ! omg! even though , she jst 7 years old but she got 17 years old thinking ! how mature she is? :X

the video clip 2

the video clip 1

life at goshen morning

finally, i completed the slide show [ Life at Goshen Morning ]. First, i need to thank my principal who accepted my idea of makin tis slide show . Secondly, thanks my friend who helped me to check my BROKEN english :S.

actually, i learnt a lot from my work. It's because the principal always giving chance to share my opinions and my work are not restricted :) to be honest, i'm nt a confident person. my ideas always belong to '' weird '' either ' 'are u sure bout this''. my friends always doubt at me , on the contrary, the principal support me :) I really appreciate this.

as joshua said, i met new friends {kiddos}there too.. haha. been 2 months ; living with the kids ... with them happiness is all i have .They fill me up with happiness and take away my sadness :)

i feel lost !

是我过分了吗？
i feel lost about our friendship!
i don knw hw to face it so i choose to run away from the fact.
i don lik to explain because i would feel lik i was trying to conceal smthg.
i'm nt angry wat u had told me but i MIND!
i need TIME to accept tis.
i don knw hw long i need to take it but i'm sure nw is nt the right timing!
pls..jst let me :)
if u feel lik i'm selfish, jst hate me !
i knw tat i always a failure in this case :x
sigh! i hav no idea d :s

sorry :S

y everyone is blaming on me?
am i did something bad to u?
what's wrong with me?
i hav nthg to say..sorry then :X

i made it

the rubik cube , can u do tis?

i can made tis months ++ago.
did u know who is my master?

she is my little twin sisters :)
master sOon XD

captured by sis

i wan 'S ' body !!
y i hard to slim down.?
big shoulder?
fat hand?
big ass?
oh god!...

happy day

a happy day to me . they appreciate n liked my ideas. We enjoyed !