Wednesday, December 8, 2010

happy :)

owhhh... it's been some time i had abandoned my blog...
anyhow, I'm happy today !!! yeah! :)
Time flies, everything change day by day.

Saturday, April 17, 2010


Thanks for the lesson :))
guess what ? u are a J*** to me now !!!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

what do u want from me?

lies around us.
This maybe make me stay stronger than last time but sometimes i do feel tired about this.
i'm a lazy person that hate to think n make decision. I'm changed ! NOW, i want to be a powerful person, do fight bac if u try to advantage on me, voice out when i feel dissatify, wont trust ppls easily like last time.. some of friends make me realised that someone treat u very very nice doesnt mean he really love u. maybe he jst want hav fun with u at this moment. this make me feel horrible and shittt....pls do remember that everyone do something with their intention anddd PLS do not feel that everyone are good ppls when they give u a hand. I knw that this is bad if i keep thinkng this way n it would make me feel crazyyy but i jst wan protect myself and nt to get hurt so easily.
I keep silence doesnt mean i know nothing. actually, i knew that they had lied to me.
I am nt gonna find out the reason because i think tis is waste my time n nt worth to do so ..
I would never never get the correct answer . BUT i will re-evaluate our friendship n stop treat u as nice as last time. :)) Sometimes its too late to say sorry or wat after u did something bad to me.
I hate hypocrete but i try to be nw. is it confusing? hahaha.. we have to be in our life :))

Friday, March 5, 2010

U are my heroine :)

hooray !i believe that tonight gonna be a good good night for me. finally, i handed up 3 assignment by this week.. I feel release now but i still have another 3 assignment waiting for me. b4 that, i need some entertainment !!!

oh ya,my friends had a fight seriously on thurs :(( nina, u are my heroine :)) she was very brave to scold that 'asshole' n punched him as well...hahaha.. *clap one's hand XD

Recently, am listening meredith andrews new album songs.. it was awesome :))*maybe this is only my idea .

there is nthg much to say about my life recently and am tired right nw..good night

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Just a h/P. why?

YOU are too selfish! YOU are too greedy!
Seriously, I don understand WHY i need her permission to get a new phone.
Why I must let her to choose first?
Why parents partial to her?
Why always care about her feeling first?
Why make things so complicated ?
Why don Uu buy me a new one straight away?
Why need to ask her first?
How can she cal me to use her old phone?
Why parents scared about her?
STOP TELLING ME how do Uu feel if we are quarrel?
DON TELL ME how immature she is?
DON GIVE ME the disappointed face .
mummy, u are the one who promised to buy me a new phone n now u are the person wan me to let her choose first. have u think about how i feel? U promised me n now u lie to me. She is the one who cross over the line NOT ME. I dy let her to choose which phone she wanted but whyyyyy she still asked me to take another old phone. TOTALLY unfair to me.. PLs don TREAT Me AS RUBBISH !!!! Don give me the things which is she don wan it! AND remember I'm Ur daughter TOOOOOoooo!!!!!!!!!

Friday, January 15, 2010

this called 'Real Life''

Been 4 months; staying in kl....with them complicated life is all i have.
The concept of ''happy-go-lucky'' couldn't exist in kl. Real life isn't as happy as people imagine.

Different kind of ''good ppls'' that I have met in this city.
Try to take advantage on you,
They bully @fool in whatever way they want,
Call u anytime when they need u,
Treat u as their servant,
Hypocrites around u,
Although he is married ,he feel reasonable to ask u be their love patner.
They're as cunning as a fox.
Hard to read their mind.

I don wish to fight back because i don want be hypocrite. Seriously,i miss the moments with family,kiddos and friends who treat you with their heartfelt feeling.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

let it be the past.

time flies...
2 years ago, I was celebrating my first christmas with u.
year ago, we started our relationship on christmas day.
And this year ,i would like to say bye to u.