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最近的我, 都忙着温习,温习,温习~~

因为大考即将来临...

说实话,现在的我压力很大, 或许是我自己造成的.

唉 ><''....

今天,无意间找到了自己以前写的日记,

我的日记是记载着自己一些不可告人的心事！

嗯,大概是五年前的--2003年,

时间过得真的很快>>

日记里头写着以前的自己..

我边看边笑~~

觉得这个人怎么那么笨又幼稚^^

她和家人的关系不好,尤其是妈妈和二姐

她总觉得妈妈很偏心,认为妈妈比较疼爱二姐.

所以,她常常躲在房间的角落里哭.

此外,我发现了她曾经暗恋一个人,

嗯,好像有三年吧!!!

这么那么久,都没告白??真笨!!

嘻嘻^6^

因为当时的她

不确定是不是已经喜欢上了他

而她一直觉得是错觉

直到.......

她有了勇气向他表明一切..

一切都太迟了~~~~~

他交了女朋友!!!

唉,真悲哀!;(

最后,她对爱情没有信心了.

'深怕拥有后,在一瞬间又失去它'

在她失恋的同时,

出现了~~她差点爱上的另一他

她向他表明一切,她没信心.

他没放弃,说要和她一起克服.

直到一天~~

她确定了自己的心意了..

要告诉他的同时--

他说,''对不起,我已经喜欢另一她,忘记我吧!''

[ 一直以来,我只是和你玩玩的,没真心过.....]

他对她说了很多让人伤心的话，

这事情之后，她时常压抑自己----

不去喜欢上‘下一个他’。

当然还有些奇怪的事啦！

不过，

不写了，

是时候温习了。

bb

mc ><'

Motivator..

Motivator?
Yes, I think I found that something can motivate m3 to study hard for tis coming final exam.

LWT: Hey, hav u been sitting the MARCO exam last time?
SMC: Yes, I done it.
LWT:Can u teach me?
SMC: Huh??are u sure? I 'm not good enough in tis sub and somemore I failed tis paper b4 but lastly I also score it laa..LOL^^.. Cannot XXX No!! No!! No!!
LWT: Is it ur A is fake de?
SMC: What?? I studied hard for it!!!
LWT: So..?
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SMC: okay lah, I try n see.

When I read the notes, I found that it was MIRCO not MARCO!!! Actually, i do remembered a bit only cause tis sub was in my Y1 sem1 , I dy giv bac to my lect ><''........................
Hope that he passed the test laa~~

After tis, I started to think it ~~

How can tis be?

What is the purpose to study for?

for ur test?

for ur future?

for what?

after exam, forgotten ALL?

then what for study?

haiz..

I'm not really got the answer , but I knw I need to study hard (understand n apply for it).

It is because I can help my friend when they need me..LOL^6^ Actually, I do happy n enjoyed teached my friends because tis can prove that i am not USELESS ler~~In conclusion,I must study hard n don't be lazy snake ANYMORE ..^^

mc~~rainny day

Investment Game

Investment game is our college organised for business students to take part it. So, my friend asked me to join their group, 10 persons each group..before registered, I and Yi found that need to do lot of thingsss,we want QUIT, but our housemate said CANNOT because they not enough ppl d.
okay! The story just at the beginning ,because of this investment proposal i had been making 3 persons angry on me.

To Suki,

Sorry for I always ask ur permission that can i don wan attend the meeting ?
Sorry for I always troblesome U.
Sorry for everything.
I don wan attend the meeting is because i need to go bac home. If not nobody fetch me on SAT.
I said that I will do my part for finding bout the share for u n u guys not yet search for it , right?
Last night, I done it with my friend at 2 something.
So, the things what i supposed to do, i do it for u d~~still wanna blame on me, UP TO U...
I DON CARE ANYMORE..

To David,

Sorry for i break my promise.

Sorry for i din take ur phoned call.

Sorry for everything.

When I am in class, or in computer lab~~I cannot accept ur call, right?

And, my phone always in silent + no vibrate status..I wont realise that,'' u are calling m3'' !!!

I asked u that, is it any important things to tell~~U said NO.Then...?

I said u can tell me through msn , when u're online...U said hard to said through msn , then what u want to tell m3??

???I really cant get U...

U seem lik unhappy, when i said we talk later because I'm discussing the proposal with my friend..><'''

Then , what i supposed to do ?? Is it u wan me talk to U while my friend is being helped me to do the proposal??? IMPOSSIBLE!!!

By the way , sorry for that!

To Gavin,

Sorry for my attidude.

Sorry for close ur phone.

Sorry for wat i did.

I'm not purposely to do tat!! I am message with my friend when u're calling , how i knw u suddenly call in..while I press the delete button .

Don I messaged u said tat we can talk later..~~

sORRY for my attidude when we'r talk on the phone, cause in that moment I'm Super Duper BAD MOOD + pressure!!

Watever laa..I wrote this blog just for release out my feeling.

Because u guysss..I'm in da bad mood for 2 days.

If any of u do read my blog>> ''I'm not explained my fault to U guysss...''

Haiz, i thought after my birthday may have nic year~~

Who knws??

The next day of my birthday was my BAD day!!!

By the way, I need to thanks MR. LeoW for helped me...(appreciate it)

mc~~MoOdy

my birthday!

My birh is 080589..
This year, I had a wonderful birthday!
I got a new notebook from my lovely parents.^^
I got a new 4gb pendrive from BiG sista.
Twin sista brought me a hairband n phone decoration.
I got a mickey mp3 from David , i wan buy it for long time ago.Yeah!!
I got a necklace from Jia Peng.
Gavin was present me perfume n treat ma a dinner which at sakae sushi.(the foods better than sushi king LOTSSSS..)
Tiger gave a card n keychain which is Dooodolls.QUite cute!
Justin n Lih min brought me a Baskin Robin ice-cream which is my favourite flavour ''chocalate mint''Yummy ~~yummy!!!
Phei San gave me a nice handmade things.
And, I received flower from a msytery person ..thanks U!
Of course , they had bought cake to help me celebrate.This Year 2008, I got 4 cakes to m3..
Besides that, some of friendss ,family members, xia xiang members called n messaged me to sent me the wishes.
I also received a call from somebody and we had played webcam for the first time, he sang a birthday song to m3..n a ''鬼脸''.n sorry that i always away to meet my friendss then let u be alone there with my friendss..seem lik I'm no manners.SOrry ya, i a'm not purposely de..><
Lastly, my housemates n Gavin acc me watched ''The mummy".>>not bad !
Thank Lotsss n appreciate it, Let me hav a nice n wonderful birthday in 2008.



mc soon!

MOney

Money money money
Is it $$$$ is important to u?
>>Yes, absolutely!
..... BUT i wont because of money to betray myself.

Do u hope that got a rich boyfriend?
>>YEs, I do.
I think most of the gals hope ToO,maybe some of guys hope to get one rich girlfriend!
Maybe u get wrong my meaning , I wan a rich of knowledge boyfriend .I believe that a person who is smart n hardworking will be a rich ppl in future time also..
So,Pls don always TeLL me that How rich u are??
I'm not interested at aLL.
If I loved the money so much .., i wont be with U, I straight to ''tackle'' ur dad, y do i wanna waste time on you..I knw said tis kind of words is super duper CHEAP! I just told u the truth.
So, PLS don use $$$$ to paste on my face.And , Don feel that MONEY is ur everything. I know money is important to all of us, but doenst mean EVERYTHING! Pls don think sOo.
I din scold u on the spot that day, cause i still treat u as my friend. I respect U, so u should be know how to respect ppl.

The reason I wrote this blog is for one of my friend.

If u read it, just think about wat i am feeling when u said me before u get ''fire on ur head''..^^